So me and my husband have been trying to have another baby since January. Ive been having small pains, peeing alot, feeling nauseous, and sometimes dizzy so i though maybe I'm pregnant.... well i went to cvs and i was so nervous i grabbed the package of "First Response Pregnancy tests" and i went to the counter to pay for them.... I'm so nervous my hands are shaking and its hard for me to even swipe my debit card. as I'm leaving the alarm goes off and prompts me to go to the register i have my toddler by the hand my purse is falling off my shoulder and i am so embarrassed i ask the lady at the register if it was the tests and she tells me to just go. I got in the car and rushed home. finally home i run in and get to the bathroom. i did it.... now the wait begins.... NEGATIVE!!!!! again. i have taken so many test that it hurts to see that i am not pregnant again especially since we have been trying for so long. My doctor said that its normal for people to go up to 9 months with out getting pregnant... well were about to be at 8 months and it is driving me insane. i don't understand why we aren't getting pregnant. its all we want to have another baby and it doesn't seem to be working out the way it should.
i know that it will happen when its supposed to but WHY NOT NOW????
maybe soon.... have another dr appt on the 3rd.
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